busy.busy.BUSY.

yes ive been busy busy busy. I blame damn anatomy and phsyiology2, but the good thing is that i recently discovered that I am able to apply for the nursing program right now. I hope that I get in, but this class is standing in the way. In lab today, we had to draw our blood with a needle, and umm...that took me a while but i finally got it haha. Life lately...hmmm..school, as you can tell Ive been overwhelmed...family, boyfriend, and friends...everything on my mind about that hasn't changed since my other blogs. And work...well..its been the same haha.

I just need to learn how to stop living in the past. I really do. Its a shame to see people once close to you change up, but if they change up on you, you should switch up on them too. Such foolishness is unnecessary. I like this quote ive heard in that MF Doom song i got up" ANd be too nice peopel mistake you for a dummy." Its true, that's somehting i need to fix. I hate it when people belittle me. If youre not that much older than me, don't talk to me like a little kid, and dont tell me what to do. I dont even know how to deal with stress anymore. Any suggestions? No, drinking shouldnt be one of them, that jsut makes it worse I heard haha...I dont have time to sit down and write poetry, or write in general, and usually when i do have ideas of poetry im either sleeping or busy and cant sit down and jot my thoughts. I still have this poetry project in mind that im goin to name "the journey to my sleep chronicles"[poetry and ideas that i get while im about to sleep] lol im so lame and cheesy but its been on my mind for a while. NO BITING!!! I guess thats it for now...im glad i got to recruit renee into this blogger site =]

sorry for this blog being choppy and random...if i ever have time i'll sit down and really go into details with things...peace and love ♥