Thursday, March 18, 2010
i freakin realized...
that i have anger issues that needs to be resolved. i understand that im a sloppy person.i understand that i care about shit thta shouldnt matter. i understand that im such an attention whore that needs to tone down ..YESS! i freakin get it.now go mind your business.GOOD-DAY.
Monday, March 15, 2010
update...spring break!
It's been a while since my last entry because i've been so caught up with school this semester. Im glad to say that this semester is a little bit better than last, but im still struggling with getting into the nurisng program. Im at that point where im about to give up and jsut change my major into Bio(Public Health) so that i can graduate on time and not having to go thru all the B.S. I guess we'll see what happens. Everything else besides school has been alright i guess--there's really not much to say about it because school is honestly the only thing i've bee focusing on; i screwed up so badly last semester that im jsut trying to do better this time around. People have plans for spring break whereas I dont. All i want to do is just RELAX. I want to get back into wtriting poetry and continuing watching hana yori dango haha; I definitely need to stop by the salon and get my eyebrows done becuase i just miss having that shape i had before this one woman fucked it up a few months ago ugh. never again! Im finally glad that daylight savings time came thru becuase i do not like looking outside the window at 5 pm seeing that its dark out haha.
My mom is going to Cambodia with my grandmother next month and i have mixed feelings about that. Im going to miss her and miss her good cooking. But with her gone, i'm jsut going to learn how to have more household repsonsibilities..blahh. Yet, it can help me becuase i need to learn how to be more helpful around the house. Although I'm going to miss her, she deserves a vacation not only becuase she's a hardworking mother and has done nothing but housework at home, but its becuase shes the only one that hasnt been to Cambodia since she left it nearly 30 years ago. I'm really happy that she gets to go back there after 30 years; its definitely going to be really emotional for her. It's going to be a long month.
She's going to be leaving a few days before Khmer New Years, which is one of the reason that makes this upcoming Khmer New Years an interesting one. I'm going to be the one going to the stores that day buying fresh fruits and flowers, setting up the altar, which should be fun! Plus, at the end of new years, I look forward to wearing that other tradditonal outfit that my grandma brought over becuase of its slight flashiness. It's a purple lacey top with a bow on the side of my shoulder with an embedded center. Plus, I look forward to seeing my bf and bestie Jimmy! It might be awkward for him though, but whatever, the whole purpose is to celebrate new yrs, not to care about drama and beef. Of course, I know that category way too well since now its more than jsut one person I'm beefing with...okay i will shut up now becuase I dont want to be the one instigating sh*t.
People change, grow apart and that's that. It hurts to be in the same location as them, knowing that you were close---now, youre jsut strangers. But, I guess that's how it is; it's not my fualt that people dont know how to be repsectful.
I guess that's all the things that I wanted to say. Until next time, peace out :)
My mom is going to Cambodia with my grandmother next month and i have mixed feelings about that. Im going to miss her and miss her good cooking. But with her gone, i'm jsut going to learn how to have more household repsonsibilities..blahh. Yet, it can help me becuase i need to learn how to be more helpful around the house. Although I'm going to miss her, she deserves a vacation not only becuase she's a hardworking mother and has done nothing but housework at home, but its becuase shes the only one that hasnt been to Cambodia since she left it nearly 30 years ago. I'm really happy that she gets to go back there after 30 years; its definitely going to be really emotional for her. It's going to be a long month.
She's going to be leaving a few days before Khmer New Years, which is one of the reason that makes this upcoming Khmer New Years an interesting one. I'm going to be the one going to the stores that day buying fresh fruits and flowers, setting up the altar, which should be fun! Plus, at the end of new years, I look forward to wearing that other tradditonal outfit that my grandma brought over becuase of its slight flashiness. It's a purple lacey top with a bow on the side of my shoulder with an embedded center. Plus, I look forward to seeing my bf and bestie Jimmy! It might be awkward for him though, but whatever, the whole purpose is to celebrate new yrs, not to care about drama and beef. Of course, I know that category way too well since now its more than jsut one person I'm beefing with...okay i will shut up now becuase I dont want to be the one instigating sh*t.
People change, grow apart and that's that. It hurts to be in the same location as them, knowing that you were close---now, youre jsut strangers. But, I guess that's how it is; it's not my fualt that people dont know how to be repsectful.
I guess that's all the things that I wanted to say. Until next time, peace out :)
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