Yeah I havent been on this in a while, especially since now Im back in school or Im probbably using my tumblr account. A lot of stress has been on me from school to other issues to the point that I feel like its eating me alive. Things arent the same between us anymore and i dont know how it got so ugly so quick..shit ima save all that for a poem or somehting haha. But on a serious note, it scares me because of the feelings I have yet at the same time its too much. Im tired of all the people who I love hurting me verbally, pointing out my flaws. This goes for everyone, not a single person. I feel like I cnt be myself anymore. Im not even happy as I used to be but I try to forget it for a while. Sorry if this entry sounds emoesque. Im currently chillin in my student center on campus right now on my netbook. Just havin a cpu on me at times is great. Im still jobless but I think maybe I should focus on my classes first; it really sucks to be broke and ask your folksfor mone..I hate that shit. Im always used to being independent. Im only on three hours of sleep and me being upset doesnt help. I couldnt sleep well last night and Ive been tearing. I just miss how happy things used to be.
btw, i colored my hair back to blue-black haha that is my resort color after i get roots or just ge sick of it haha
