first entry

I missed online blogging. I missed having a place of my own to unravel my thoughts;although I can do that on many other websites, its not the same. I considered getitng another xanga but then again, the xanga account I had is there as a record of those four years that i blogged while in high school; therefore, i dont want another account because its not really starting off fresh since i already have an account. haha im so weird :x. Besides, blogger seems a little more sophisticated than a xanga, which in a way can be metaphoric if you know what I mean.

Finally, spring semester is over. My freshman year in college is over. Just like that. I really like the college life. The friends i've made in college so far are great, unique and quite dope and theres more freedom here than in high school. But what i dont like is the difficulty of the classes and the workload. On top of that, it sucks that I didn't get accepted into the major I want to be in, so the first 4 semesters of college will consist of hard work...two semesters down, two to go. Why did i pick such a hard major(Nursing)? It's because this is my dream career, and i dont want to change majors if given the chance; i'm sticking to nursing. I finally found a career that best fits what I've always wanted to be. Somebody who's compassionate, caring, willing to make a big difference in people's lives, kind and working in the medical field. All I want is that RN license and a bachelor's degree than I'm on my way to fulfilling my dream. When it comes to goals and dreams, I am quite simple. While many people dream and have goals of becoming famous, rich and living in luxury, what will make me the happiest person in the world is to meet this goal: graduate college, become a nurse and work, get married to a loving man and have kids. Huge diamond rocks on your fingers, fancy clothes, and expensive cars are nice(I'm not going to lie), but let's be real. Materialistic items mean shit if you dont have love from the people in your lives and in the things you do. How many times have you heard about relationships falling apart because the fame, money and all that got in the way? Hm.....exactly! I can be materialistic like everybody else, but not to a high degree. Materialistic/superficial things come and go, but when it comes down to it, love lasts forever.

So, summer is offically here. I have no idea as to what my plans are except for the following: see more chilling time with family,boyfriend, friends, my brother's middle school grad, a wedding, MAYBE working out(if im not lazy) lol, some writing projects for fun (more poetry, songs, a book in the making[?]), teaching myself how to speak/read/write Khmer (because i need it lol), read on some books that I never had a chance to finish up, get tanned (the natural way...fuck tanning beds and all that fakeness!!!), my 19th birthday, and whatever else. I will not anticipate for this summer to be good, because I did that last summer, and got dissappointed when I realized that it wasnt fun. I'm just going to relax before i head back to a crazy semester in the fall (doubling POSSIBLY on 2 bio classes, taking a math class since senior high school and it had to be STATISTICS fml, developmental psych, west and the world and philosophy only if i dont get into microbio). Yea, i already hate the fall 2009 semester. =/

I guess this is all that ima write. I have no idea on what else to write. Plus, im so full because i ate two bowls of Nom-Bachok for diner haha. until next time, peace out

xoxo,
Chrisi ♥