As of lately, there has been so many problems but we're taking it one step at a time. It doesnt help that I start school again this tuesday; but at least my schedule isnt as bad as last semester. I just hope the classes are easier. I need to be more focused. And as for the current stress Im having, I just hope that there will be a good outcome. I'm still trying to get over some things taht occurred last year, and cant afford for more worse things to come. 2010 is supposedly to be an optimistic and much better year, well lets hope for the best!
Im a little disappointed that for the past..couple of weeks that I have been on winter break, ive only went to the Bronx to see everyone only ONCE...which was yesterday. On top of that, I could have stayed an extra day but I had an on call shift at work, which i wasnt needed for. great. LOL. With that said, Im very grateful for the family, boyfriend and friends that I have in my life although there are times where I take them for granted. As for the people that cut me out of their life, im not mad nor do i care. Maybe its for the better. Thanks for the memories. It's jsut sad that fakeness had to be involved. I dont get people, but its all whatever. No need to continue the drama or make it worse by confrontation. It's time for me to grow up, and let it go. Im turning twenty this year, and I realized that I really need to grow up.
I'm hardly getting ANY hours at work and i just spent a sh*tload of money solely on books for school. I reached my limit on my credit card so I cnat use it for another month. FML. I need money :(
So Ive been hearing news about the earthquake in Haiti, and my heart goes out to every Haitian, whether in Haiti, or anywhere else and those who have loved ones there. What had happened unbelievable and I pray for the best. I hope to donate some money soon. Even if you hardly have any money, try to donate at least SOMETHING. I dont know how can anybody hear about the devastation and care less? The way I see it, its like if that were to happen in the motherland, it would be the worst thing to go thru, wondering how my loved ones are and the fact that the country's land is destroyed. I really do feel for Haitains right now, as well as anyone that has a loved one there.
I feel like I wasted my winter break but whats new? Hopefully I can write more blogs even during the semester. But until next time peace out :)
***Everythng seems choppy and disorganized but at least I made paragraphs for every new topic. seriously, its not even about how random it is; its just everything thats in my mind right now.
edit: 01/19/10
soo heres a pic of my haircut and my finished blonde peekaboos (its not the deisred blonde i want but its all good.
