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The wedding was awesome, and I still cant believe my cousin is married lol. Everything from the food, the dancing, spending time with relatives was great, and I liked the fact that as a wedding party favor, we got Cambodian scarves lol. I dont really talk much with these relatives, but Im glad that as of lately (this past year), it seems as if we do get along. Its not that we never did in the past, but around them, I dont know why but Im always really shy and quiet, so I dont really bond with them. I used to be annoying to them when I was a kid lol and I guess I thought that that was how they still viewed me. But at the same time, when I was younger, I wanted to bond with them. Id always feel left out because they were older and I didnt really had that chance to bond. I remember last Thanksgiving everyone couldnt believe I was 20 lmfaooo. Wow, time flies yo.
let me just add that the All Nighter Spray from Urban Decay is awesome, as most of my makeup stayed on the whole day and night haha. It was my second time using false lashes, and it was a little difficult just because of my nails lol.
Lately, Ive just decided to not let go of my past, but to just to not think about it. Its just time that I grow up, and not let these childish acts get the best of me. If I just care less and not feed into them [those who done me wrong these past...2-4 years] then thats being the bigger person. Im glad for the friends I have now. Do I miss the "good times?" yes. But it is what it is. For those who still dont understand: this girl Chrisi that you remember back when she was 17. Well, she didnt change, she grew up, she seen the sh*t you done to her and now she has balls to do something about it. This probably should be a whole other blog entry lol but the point Im trying to make is that I dont care anymore at the fact that these people I befriended done me wrong, thats their fault. Im just doing me now.
My cousins visited us from Georgia this past month and it was a pleasure to have them around. Theyve grown so much since the I last time I saw them. They left to go back home yesterday, and i already we miss them!
