Wednesday, December 22, 2010
IM BACCK!!
Yes! The Fall 2010 semester is over and Im back to having some free time, for a month at least. Since my last entry, there's been alot going on. First off, Thanksgiving Break was great (but I wish it wasn't cut short) because I finally went to Virginia to visit the relatives after 3 years (thats because since i quit my job, nothing was holding me back from going on a mini vacation). Everybody was shocked to hear that I'm 20 years old, but I guess I dont blame them because sometimes i dont beleive it either haha. But once I returned, I had so much schoolwork to do. A week later, I wrote a crappy 16 page paper within 36 hours (never again SMH). Then from then until a week ago, Ive been cramming for studying for final exams. Once again, this school makes me sick, but thats nothing new. I finally got to visit my cousins' new house this past Sunday and its pretty nice. With a swimming ppol, a swing set and a mini koi fish pond, Im jealous haha. They moved to Jersey too but theyre closer to NYC than I am. :)
I know I kept saying that I wanted to write personal reviews on vertain beauty products since the summer, and this is what Ima do. The following products are products that I bought within the past 4-5 months or so.
First product: Coastal Scents 88 color pallette. I really love it. Period. It is pigmented, but it would help ALOT if a primer is used. Speaking of primers, I recently discovered that using a concealer is probbaly the best primer because of its consistency (I used one from Cover Girl).LOl Im so slow.
Second product(s): NYX round lipsticks.I bought one in Circe (nude) and Narcissus (bright hot pink). I really loved Circe because it didnt wash me out too much, like how MAC's Creme d'Nude did. I mean, I do like Creme d'Nude, but I thought Circe suits me better. As for Narcissus, the color is really pretty but i can never pull it off. Its a super bright hot pink color, and I dont think ima ever wear it, unless Im going to an 80's party or somehting haha. It looked like i took a bright neon pink crayon and scribbled my lips with it. Ima post swatches later on.
Third product: Its a 10 Miracle leave in spray. The name definitely suits the product. Prior to buying this product (or any hair product Ima mention), I never really took the time to take care of my hair properly, such as blow drying it. Out of nowhere, i became obsessed with hair products, and I had heard that this product does wonders. It does. Basically, after you wash your hair, you towel dry it, apply a few sprays and then blow dry. It made my hair feel much smoother than I can ever imagine. Those who know me knows that I have crazy thick hair. The downside to this product is that its expensive and locations may vary. I got a little bottle for about 17.99 at a CVS across the street from my school. Ive had this product for about two months and it finally began to ran out. It is the best hair product to use for blow drying your hair.
Fourth product(s): Herbal Essences hair care line. So during my hair product obsession, I became obsessed w. Herbal Essences.
The First HE product i bought was the None of Your Frizzness Smoothing Leave In Creme. It is a reddish orange 10. fl oz bottle that has a pull up, push down nozzle (which i dont like). However, the product works pretty well. Sometimes I use it with my its a 10 spray, but I mostly use it after straightening my hair. I apply a dime sized amount to my hair (specifically my ends and the top part of my hair). I dont put too much becasue of that greasy feeling. Its only available in some stores, for about 4-5 dollars. I forgot to mention that its scent is Mandarin orange+pearls...it basically smells like light oranges and cream.
The next HE product wasthe Set Me Up hair gel. Back when i was a high school senior (3 yrs ago), I always used the Totally Twisted hair gel for scrunching my hair and I was satisfied. That had a 2 max hold, but this hair gel is at its maximum hold, which is a 3. It has a light scent to it, but i thought the Totally Twisted one smelled alot better. Scrunching thick hair is difficult, but this hair gel had me the most satisfied. Everything stayed in place without over hardening my hair. Of course, you still gotta use hair spray to set it. Its scent is Cactus flower+bamboo.
Anther HE product I bought was the Long Distance Relationship Leave In Split Protector for Long Hair. It is in a small red bottle, 6 fl ounces,with a cool pump that you can turn to lock it. Honestly, i havet tried it as often to really see the results, but its just like the other leave in creme I mentioned, but I thought that the other one was more effective. I can try to use it before flat ironing my hair to see its effectiveness. By the way, the scent is Raspberry+Satin, but to me, it smells like the older line of HE products before it got revamped like Circa 2002). That smell reminds me of middle school since I used to wear the older HE hair spray gels....bad memories in middle school SMH.
Finally LOL, I bought a conditioner in HELLO HYDRATION. It has a coconut type scent and is probably one of the nicest conditioners I ever used. The smell is great and it made my hair softer than other conditioners. i cant stand the way tht the opening is designed in order to get the product out. you basically push down for the cap to pop up and it comes thru a little slit-like opening. I would unscrew the cap off and squeeze it out myself.
Fifth product: Victoria's Secret PINK body mist and lotion in Fresh and Clean. Its scent is Apples and Jasmine (I think?). Im such a sucker for anything in Apple scent. :)
These are the top 5 products that Ive purchased within the past 4-5 months. Last Friday, NYX's website had a free shipping day with any purchase, so I bought their new HD Grinding Blush in Menage a Trois and their Soft Matte Lip Cream in Addis Abba...Ima definitely make swatches and a review :)
I know I kept saying that I wanted to write personal reviews on vertain beauty products since the summer, and this is what Ima do. The following products are products that I bought within the past 4-5 months or so.
First product: Coastal Scents 88 color pallette. I really love it. Period. It is pigmented, but it would help ALOT if a primer is used. Speaking of primers, I recently discovered that using a concealer is probbaly the best primer because of its consistency (I used one from Cover Girl).LOl Im so slow.
Second product(s): NYX round lipsticks.I bought one in Circe (nude) and Narcissus (bright hot pink). I really loved Circe because it didnt wash me out too much, like how MAC's Creme d'Nude did. I mean, I do like Creme d'Nude, but I thought Circe suits me better. As for Narcissus, the color is really pretty but i can never pull it off. Its a super bright hot pink color, and I dont think ima ever wear it, unless Im going to an 80's party or somehting haha. It looked like i took a bright neon pink crayon and scribbled my lips with it. Ima post swatches later on.
Third product: Its a 10 Miracle leave in spray. The name definitely suits the product. Prior to buying this product (or any hair product Ima mention), I never really took the time to take care of my hair properly, such as blow drying it. Out of nowhere, i became obsessed with hair products, and I had heard that this product does wonders. It does. Basically, after you wash your hair, you towel dry it, apply a few sprays and then blow dry. It made my hair feel much smoother than I can ever imagine. Those who know me knows that I have crazy thick hair. The downside to this product is that its expensive and locations may vary. I got a little bottle for about 17.99 at a CVS across the street from my school. Ive had this product for about two months and it finally began to ran out. It is the best hair product to use for blow drying your hair.
Fourth product(s): Herbal Essences hair care line. So during my hair product obsession, I became obsessed w. Herbal Essences.
The First HE product i bought was the None of Your Frizzness Smoothing Leave In Creme. It is a reddish orange 10. fl oz bottle that has a pull up, push down nozzle (which i dont like). However, the product works pretty well. Sometimes I use it with my its a 10 spray, but I mostly use it after straightening my hair. I apply a dime sized amount to my hair (specifically my ends and the top part of my hair). I dont put too much becasue of that greasy feeling. Its only available in some stores, for about 4-5 dollars. I forgot to mention that its scent is Mandarin orange+pearls...it basically smells like light oranges and cream.
The next HE product wasthe Set Me Up hair gel. Back when i was a high school senior (3 yrs ago), I always used the Totally Twisted hair gel for scrunching my hair and I was satisfied. That had a 2 max hold, but this hair gel is at its maximum hold, which is a 3. It has a light scent to it, but i thought the Totally Twisted one smelled alot better. Scrunching thick hair is difficult, but this hair gel had me the most satisfied. Everything stayed in place without over hardening my hair. Of course, you still gotta use hair spray to set it. Its scent is Cactus flower+bamboo.
Anther HE product I bought was the Long Distance Relationship Leave In Split Protector for Long Hair. It is in a small red bottle, 6 fl ounces,with a cool pump that you can turn to lock it. Honestly, i havet tried it as often to really see the results, but its just like the other leave in creme I mentioned, but I thought that the other one was more effective. I can try to use it before flat ironing my hair to see its effectiveness. By the way, the scent is Raspberry+Satin, but to me, it smells like the older line of HE products before it got revamped like Circa 2002). That smell reminds me of middle school since I used to wear the older HE hair spray gels....bad memories in middle school SMH.
Finally LOL, I bought a conditioner in HELLO HYDRATION. It has a coconut type scent and is probably one of the nicest conditioners I ever used. The smell is great and it made my hair softer than other conditioners. i cant stand the way tht the opening is designed in order to get the product out. you basically push down for the cap to pop up and it comes thru a little slit-like opening. I would unscrew the cap off and squeeze it out myself.
Fifth product: Victoria's Secret PINK body mist and lotion in Fresh and Clean. Its scent is Apples and Jasmine (I think?). Im such a sucker for anything in Apple scent. :)
These are the top 5 products that Ive purchased within the past 4-5 months. Last Friday, NYX's website had a free shipping day with any purchase, so I bought their new HD Grinding Blush in Menage a Trois and their Soft Matte Lip Cream in Addis Abba...Ima definitely make swatches and a review :)
Friday, November 5, 2010
I know Ive been busy but ever since the end of summer, Ive been wanting to do a bunch of reviews soo badly on items that I bought. Some of the things I wanted to do a review on were: NYX round lipsticks (in Narcissus and Circe), the 88 color pallete by Coastal Scents, Revlon Photoready foundation, and alot of Herbal Essences hair products (been obsessing lately). I dont think Ima have time until the Fall semester ends which is in mid December, so be on the lookout (I know Im behind).
Friday, October 22, 2010
Another update
Yeah I havent been on this in a while, especially since now Im back in school or Im probbably using my tumblr account. A lot of stress has been on me from school to other issues to the point that I feel like its eating me alive. Things arent the same between us anymore and i dont know how it got so ugly so quick..shit ima save all that for a poem or somehting haha. But on a serious note, it scares me because of the feelings I have yet at the same time its too much. Im tired of all the people who I love hurting me verbally, pointing out my flaws. This goes for everyone, not a single person. I feel like I cnt be myself anymore. Im not even happy as I used to be but I try to forget it for a while. Sorry if this entry sounds emoesque. Im currently chillin in my student center on campus right now on my netbook. Just havin a cpu on me at times is great. Im still jobless but I think maybe I should focus on my classes first; it really sucks to be broke and ask your folksfor mone..I hate that shit. Im always used to being independent. Im only on three hours of sleep and me being upset doesnt help. I couldnt sleep well last night and Ive been tearing. I just miss how happy things used to be.
btw, i colored my hair back to blue-black haha that is my resort color after i get roots or just ge sick of it haha
btw, i colored my hair back to blue-black haha that is my resort color after i get roots or just ge sick of it haha
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
heyheyhey
Its been a while since I updated. I honestly dont know why I havent updated lately, because I'm not really that busy. haha. Matter of fact, I am doing nothing productiove this summer. ITs a shame. I havent even went swimming and its already August! LOL I guess its because since I made a tumblr, I would frequently blog on there, but the things I blog on thereare somewhat shorter and more like "facebook" posts & sttuses rather than legit blog entries. I use this to write longer and more profound blogs (if I can).
So, im not sure where to begin. I feel liek lately, its been everyone hating me. I dont know if Im bugging, or wahtnot but even the people who are my friends and family jsut seem like they are tired of me. I jsut hate having that feeling of people no longer having any care nor any admiration for you, because its just a big dissappointment.Maybe I jsut need to relax and stop overanalyzing this.
Things at work has been a pain in the ass lately. My new boss is just competely geting on my nerves, ridiculously rude and says things that are just uncalled for, so I made a bold decision to give in my two weeks. Now,the problem is that I still need to find a job. I need to find one by the time I get back into school because we all know tht being a college student, money is going to be spent liek crazy, especially for stupid books haha ugh. Not even my birthday money could cover everything, but the agian who knows since im taking about 4 classes this semester--one of them being anatomy 2 (repeated with the same professor.eww.) Man, I feel like I could have done more with my summer and I jsut cant beleive its already august.
Besides drama with work, I honestly am not sure how Im feeling. A part of me is depressed, stressed, repressed and hurt, while the other part of me is normal & calm. I just dont know what to do anymore. I need to figure this out on my own. Theres so many issues.
Ive decided to go with this idea of NOT CARING about people (who Ive had a falling out with) and their whereabouts. Well, I have but I always would have someting to say about it. I jsut realized that I need to focus on ME right now and I just ask everyone to just not mention them around me becuase I notice everytime I hear about them, I get angry and upset. I guess its because I'm still hurt by the things theyve done, but at the same time I kind of do forgive them---I just would rather not be associated with them (as friends) anymore...theyre just acquiantances in my eyes. They may be cool with the rest of my friends and family, but it doesnt mean that I need to be. I can be classy, cool and cordial too, but thats it. Its not like we can be the best of friends again because that takes up alot of courage and energy for being able to trust them again,which I dont have, sorry to say. I jsut hate that the people who are our mutual friends may ormight have already told them things about my perosnal business--which i dont appreciate. Its like if I dont care about them and vice versa, waht makes you think that they would care about my life? I think thats how our family firend all the way in Cali(whom I ahvent seen since i was like...4) knows about my personal business because a certian somebody must have told a certain family that I dislike. ANd them knowing that I dislike them and willing to do anything to tarnish my rep and image would be bold enough to stoop so low to tell our other family friends in Cali about my personal business and word gets back to us. ANd, Im pretty sure I know who would tell that family (or at least 1 of their kids) about my personal business because he tends to be a snitch--whther he sees it or not. Now I know which friends I can trust. Its all good. I aint trippin anymore.
Blahh Im tired. I guess I can continue a part two when I have time.
So, im not sure where to begin. I feel liek lately, its been everyone hating me. I dont know if Im bugging, or wahtnot but even the people who are my friends and family jsut seem like they are tired of me. I jsut hate having that feeling of people no longer having any care nor any admiration for you, because its just a big dissappointment.Maybe I jsut need to relax and stop overanalyzing this.
Things at work has been a pain in the ass lately. My new boss is just competely geting on my nerves, ridiculously rude and says things that are just uncalled for, so I made a bold decision to give in my two weeks. Now,the problem is that I still need to find a job. I need to find one by the time I get back into school because we all know tht being a college student, money is going to be spent liek crazy, especially for stupid books haha ugh. Not even my birthday money could cover everything, but the agian who knows since im taking about 4 classes this semester--one of them being anatomy 2 (repeated with the same professor.eww.) Man, I feel like I could have done more with my summer and I jsut cant beleive its already august.
Besides drama with work, I honestly am not sure how Im feeling. A part of me is depressed, stressed, repressed and hurt, while the other part of me is normal & calm. I just dont know what to do anymore. I need to figure this out on my own. Theres so many issues.
Ive decided to go with this idea of NOT CARING about people (who Ive had a falling out with) and their whereabouts. Well, I have but I always would have someting to say about it. I jsut realized that I need to focus on ME right now and I just ask everyone to just not mention them around me becuase I notice everytime I hear about them, I get angry and upset. I guess its because I'm still hurt by the things theyve done, but at the same time I kind of do forgive them---I just would rather not be associated with them (as friends) anymore...theyre just acquiantances in my eyes. They may be cool with the rest of my friends and family, but it doesnt mean that I need to be. I can be classy, cool and cordial too, but thats it. Its not like we can be the best of friends again because that takes up alot of courage and energy for being able to trust them again,which I dont have, sorry to say. I jsut hate that the people who are our mutual friends may ormight have already told them things about my perosnal business--which i dont appreciate. Its like if I dont care about them and vice versa, waht makes you think that they would care about my life? I think thats how our family firend all the way in Cali(whom I ahvent seen since i was like...4) knows about my personal business because a certian somebody must have told a certain family that I dislike. ANd them knowing that I dislike them and willing to do anything to tarnish my rep and image would be bold enough to stoop so low to tell our other family friends in Cali about my personal business and word gets back to us. ANd, Im pretty sure I know who would tell that family (or at least 1 of their kids) about my personal business because he tends to be a snitch--whther he sees it or not. Now I know which friends I can trust. Its all good. I aint trippin anymore.
Blahh Im tired. I guess I can continue a part two when I have time.
Monday, June 7, 2010
UPdates--part 1
Wow, I havent blogged in nearly a month and a half or so. Funny thing is that I've been on my summer break and havent even yet written one entry; I kept telling myself everyday to write one and now here we are! First and foremost, I havent checked my final grades for the spring semester because I'm just that worried. I really dont wanna fail any classes. Ugh, I cant stand talking about school.
I'm not enjoying waking up at 1 pm everyday because i feel unproductive, yet at the same time I would rather sit at home than to be working (because of the long exhausitng hours). I have plans for this summer, even if it involves me staying home. I have plans on finishing up books that I havent finished since 5 years ago, study for anatomy 2, write some poems, seeing people, and working out, espeically since Ive been getting fat(maybe from drinkin too much soda). Lately, Ive been working 7-8 hour shifts; it's good that I should be getting a sweet paycheck yet at the same time, I'm still broke regardless :( I have beeen spending too much money and Im starting to not have that ability to control it. Dang you, credit card, dang you. Its bad espeically because this month, there's alot of birthdays and i still havent even bought summer clothes yet..maybe a few tops but thats it.
As of lately, I dont understand what's going on in this world. Id rather not go into details, but what gets me feeling so irrate is that after something horrible happened, it is without a question, right for people to sympathize and pay respects. Talking and saying negative things wont help and telling people wrong information doesnt help either. We should just pray for those that are suffering; we need to have compassion. THese old folks that are talking their smack surely have nerve; and they consider themsevles traddtional and supposedly follow our religion deeply. I dont recall bad gossip and not having much compassion a part of religion, especially Buddhism. smh. What a shame. Thats how Cambodians are, and this is the only aspect of our culture that I am ashamed of. As Cambodians, we cant even help each other out; instead, we talk smack. Grow up.Its not the time to hate and talk smack especially if they dont know what is going on. May God and Lord Buddha bless those that are currently suffering right now; these people are in my prayers and my condolences to their families. ♥
I'm not enjoying waking up at 1 pm everyday because i feel unproductive, yet at the same time I would rather sit at home than to be working (because of the long exhausitng hours). I have plans for this summer, even if it involves me staying home. I have plans on finishing up books that I havent finished since 5 years ago, study for anatomy 2, write some poems, seeing people, and working out, espeically since Ive been getting fat(maybe from drinkin too much soda). Lately, Ive been working 7-8 hour shifts; it's good that I should be getting a sweet paycheck yet at the same time, I'm still broke regardless :( I have beeen spending too much money and Im starting to not have that ability to control it. Dang you, credit card, dang you. Its bad espeically because this month, there's alot of birthdays and i still havent even bought summer clothes yet..maybe a few tops but thats it.
As of lately, I dont understand what's going on in this world. Id rather not go into details, but what gets me feeling so irrate is that after something horrible happened, it is without a question, right for people to sympathize and pay respects. Talking and saying negative things wont help and telling people wrong information doesnt help either. We should just pray for those that are suffering; we need to have compassion. THese old folks that are talking their smack surely have nerve; and they consider themsevles traddtional and supposedly follow our religion deeply. I dont recall bad gossip and not having much compassion a part of religion, especially Buddhism. smh. What a shame. Thats how Cambodians are, and this is the only aspect of our culture that I am ashamed of. As Cambodians, we cant even help each other out; instead, we talk smack. Grow up.Its not the time to hate and talk smack especially if they dont know what is going on. May God and Lord Buddha bless those that are currently suffering right now; these people are in my prayers and my condolences to their families. ♥
Saturday, April 17, 2010
Khmer New Years and Tae Yang's Wedding Dress and other updates.
So my mom left for Cambodia on Sunday, got there on Tuesday and called yesterday. I didnt get to pick up the phone though but from what I hear, she's having fun and thats all that matters. IT's nearly been a week since she left, and wow, i didnt realize how much i take her for granted when it comes to cooking,, doing the laundry, and all those house chores. I've been eating spam and rice or Kwago (Cambodian sausage) and rice nearly everyday LOL! Khmer New Years was this week, and this was the first time my brother and I went to buy fruits..we offered to so my dad can relax. I never realzied how hard it was to pick out the right fruits and on top of that we bought plaintains--instead of bananas so we couldnt put that on our altar for our ancestors. I blame my brother for pickin out the plaintains lmao. I felt like we could have put more fruits or other good food than what we had.
Two days ago, I was walking to my 8am class and me being the klutz that I am didnt look at where I was walking, tripped on the sidewalk and landed on my knees--the left knee landing first and the hardest landing, so that caused a big scrape on my left knee. It hurts so bad that I was limping for the past two days. My right knee wanst that bad. I went to find the campus nurse and she gave me a bunch of patches, ointment and packets of advil. It kinda helps? haha.
Spring semester is almost over and I needa get my act together. In addition,I didnt get into the nursing program at my school. After thinking this through, I decided to remain attending the current college that I'm at, but switching my major into Public Health(possibly focusing on nutrition) and then the accelrated nursing program that my school offers after graduation (its a 2 yr program w/ a BSN and an RN license). Time to get focused! The sad part is, because i failed anatomy 2 last semester, I have to retake it. WHat makes it sad is that its the same professor that I had last semester thats only offering the calss in the fall...and this guy picks on me when I never even did anything in that class. LOL joy.
Today I went to the Bronx to celebrate Khmer New Years. I didnt know what to expect, especially if I had to see certain people there that I didnt want to see.Oh, and I did; what an awkward situation that was. There's no reason to be fake and say hi to me, calling me "Chrisi"(primary nickname aside from "PIN" lol) when the last time we talked, we were beefing and this person addressed me as "christina". WHy youtryin to be fake for? Anyways, I held my composure well to say the least. WHy would i start drama on our holiday? Another thing that kidna irritated me was that everytime I go to these "bouns" (dunno how to explain it, but think of it as when you have a religious holiday you hold a special ceremony at the church or whatever religious building you have) or weddings, or any oter places full of Cambodians and all I ever see are these girls I dont know grilling me. LOL I jsut dont understand how can you stare down somebody you dont eve know. Idk, people are weird haha. It just boggles my mind.
I was listening to a remix of Tae Yang's song, "Wedding Dress" by Tommy C ft. JReyez and this song brought me to tears. It was pretty amazing, at least I think it was. You dont necessarily need to be in love to understand. But maybe if you are in love, it would make more sense to you. I'll provide the song jsut look below haha.This song inspires me to make a female version of this song and I have great ideas on what to write..sadly, I cant sing for sh*t and it would help alot if I did have that skill.
Well I'm getting sleepy and thats all I have for now. I'll also provide pics of today. See ya xoxo!
LOL idk whats up with my hair but I liek this pic of us
Sema and Jimmy kept me company lol !!
LOL looks like we kinda match!
Two days ago, I was walking to my 8am class and me being the klutz that I am didnt look at where I was walking, tripped on the sidewalk and landed on my knees--the left knee landing first and the hardest landing, so that caused a big scrape on my left knee. It hurts so bad that I was limping for the past two days. My right knee wanst that bad. I went to find the campus nurse and she gave me a bunch of patches, ointment and packets of advil. It kinda helps? haha.
Spring semester is almost over and I needa get my act together. In addition,I didnt get into the nursing program at my school. After thinking this through, I decided to remain attending the current college that I'm at, but switching my major into Public Health(possibly focusing on nutrition) and then the accelrated nursing program that my school offers after graduation (its a 2 yr program w/ a BSN and an RN license). Time to get focused! The sad part is, because i failed anatomy 2 last semester, I have to retake it. WHat makes it sad is that its the same professor that I had last semester thats only offering the calss in the fall...and this guy picks on me when I never even did anything in that class. LOL joy.
Today I went to the Bronx to celebrate Khmer New Years. I didnt know what to expect, especially if I had to see certain people there that I didnt want to see.Oh, and I did; what an awkward situation that was. There's no reason to be fake and say hi to me, calling me "Chrisi"(primary nickname aside from "PIN" lol) when the last time we talked, we were beefing and this person addressed me as "christina". WHy youtryin to be fake for? Anyways, I held my composure well to say the least. WHy would i start drama on our holiday? Another thing that kidna irritated me was that everytime I go to these "bouns" (dunno how to explain it, but think of it as when you have a religious holiday you hold a special ceremony at the church or whatever religious building you have) or weddings, or any oter places full of Cambodians and all I ever see are these girls I dont know grilling me. LOL I jsut dont understand how can you stare down somebody you dont eve know. Idk, people are weird haha. It just boggles my mind.
I was listening to a remix of Tae Yang's song, "Wedding Dress" by Tommy C ft. JReyez and this song brought me to tears. It was pretty amazing, at least I think it was. You dont necessarily need to be in love to understand. But maybe if you are in love, it would make more sense to you. I'll provide the song jsut look below haha.This song inspires me to make a female version of this song and I have great ideas on what to write..sadly, I cant sing for sh*t and it would help alot if I did have that skill.
Well I'm getting sleepy and thats all I have for now. I'll also provide pics of today. See ya xoxo!
LOL idk whats up with my hair but I liek this pic of us
Sema and Jimmy kept me company lol !!
LOL looks like we kinda match!
Thursday, March 18, 2010
i freakin realized...
that i have anger issues that needs to be resolved. i understand that im a sloppy person.i understand that i care about shit thta shouldnt matter. i understand that im such an attention whore that needs to tone down ..YESS! i freakin get it.now go mind your business.GOOD-DAY.
Monday, March 15, 2010
update...spring break!
It's been a while since my last entry because i've been so caught up with school this semester. Im glad to say that this semester is a little bit better than last, but im still struggling with getting into the nurisng program. Im at that point where im about to give up and jsut change my major into Bio(Public Health) so that i can graduate on time and not having to go thru all the B.S. I guess we'll see what happens. Everything else besides school has been alright i guess--there's really not much to say about it because school is honestly the only thing i've bee focusing on; i screwed up so badly last semester that im jsut trying to do better this time around. People have plans for spring break whereas I dont. All i want to do is just RELAX. I want to get back into wtriting poetry and continuing watching hana yori dango haha; I definitely need to stop by the salon and get my eyebrows done becuase i just miss having that shape i had before this one woman fucked it up a few months ago ugh. never again! Im finally glad that daylight savings time came thru becuase i do not like looking outside the window at 5 pm seeing that its dark out haha.
My mom is going to Cambodia with my grandmother next month and i have mixed feelings about that. Im going to miss her and miss her good cooking. But with her gone, i'm jsut going to learn how to have more household repsonsibilities..blahh. Yet, it can help me becuase i need to learn how to be more helpful around the house. Although I'm going to miss her, she deserves a vacation not only becuase she's a hardworking mother and has done nothing but housework at home, but its becuase shes the only one that hasnt been to Cambodia since she left it nearly 30 years ago. I'm really happy that she gets to go back there after 30 years; its definitely going to be really emotional for her. It's going to be a long month.
She's going to be leaving a few days before Khmer New Years, which is one of the reason that makes this upcoming Khmer New Years an interesting one. I'm going to be the one going to the stores that day buying fresh fruits and flowers, setting up the altar, which should be fun! Plus, at the end of new years, I look forward to wearing that other tradditonal outfit that my grandma brought over becuase of its slight flashiness. It's a purple lacey top with a bow on the side of my shoulder with an embedded center. Plus, I look forward to seeing my bf and bestie Jimmy! It might be awkward for him though, but whatever, the whole purpose is to celebrate new yrs, not to care about drama and beef. Of course, I know that category way too well since now its more than jsut one person I'm beefing with...okay i will shut up now becuase I dont want to be the one instigating sh*t.
People change, grow apart and that's that. It hurts to be in the same location as them, knowing that you were close---now, youre jsut strangers. But, I guess that's how it is; it's not my fualt that people dont know how to be repsectful.
I guess that's all the things that I wanted to say. Until next time, peace out :)
My mom is going to Cambodia with my grandmother next month and i have mixed feelings about that. Im going to miss her and miss her good cooking. But with her gone, i'm jsut going to learn how to have more household repsonsibilities..blahh. Yet, it can help me becuase i need to learn how to be more helpful around the house. Although I'm going to miss her, she deserves a vacation not only becuase she's a hardworking mother and has done nothing but housework at home, but its becuase shes the only one that hasnt been to Cambodia since she left it nearly 30 years ago. I'm really happy that she gets to go back there after 30 years; its definitely going to be really emotional for her. It's going to be a long month.
She's going to be leaving a few days before Khmer New Years, which is one of the reason that makes this upcoming Khmer New Years an interesting one. I'm going to be the one going to the stores that day buying fresh fruits and flowers, setting up the altar, which should be fun! Plus, at the end of new years, I look forward to wearing that other tradditonal outfit that my grandma brought over becuase of its slight flashiness. It's a purple lacey top with a bow on the side of my shoulder with an embedded center. Plus, I look forward to seeing my bf and bestie Jimmy! It might be awkward for him though, but whatever, the whole purpose is to celebrate new yrs, not to care about drama and beef. Of course, I know that category way too well since now its more than jsut one person I'm beefing with...okay i will shut up now becuase I dont want to be the one instigating sh*t.
People change, grow apart and that's that. It hurts to be in the same location as them, knowing that you were close---now, youre jsut strangers. But, I guess that's how it is; it's not my fualt that people dont know how to be repsectful.
I guess that's all the things that I wanted to say. Until next time, peace out :)
Sunday, January 17, 2010
updates
I finally got the desired haircut I wanted nearly two tuesdays ago. It was exactly what i wanted...however, as for the peekaboo highlights lol...well my aunt didnt use the correct peroxide for the bleach with the correct level, so my hair turned out copper. This was friday. Hopefully tomororw, were going to try again and hopefully it turns out blonde. I will have a pic up as soon as everything is completed.
As of lately, there has been so many problems but we're taking it one step at a time. It doesnt help that I start school again this tuesday; but at least my schedule isnt as bad as last semester. I just hope the classes are easier. I need to be more focused. And as for the current stress Im having, I just hope that there will be a good outcome. I'm still trying to get over some things taht occurred last year, and cant afford for more worse things to come. 2010 is supposedly to be an optimistic and much better year, well lets hope for the best!
Im a little disappointed that for the past..couple of weeks that I have been on winter break, ive only went to the Bronx to see everyone only ONCE...which was yesterday. On top of that, I could have stayed an extra day but I had an on call shift at work, which i wasnt needed for. great. LOL. With that said, Im very grateful for the family, boyfriend and friends that I have in my life although there are times where I take them for granted. As for the people that cut me out of their life, im not mad nor do i care. Maybe its for the better. Thanks for the memories. It's jsut sad that fakeness had to be involved. I dont get people, but its all whatever. No need to continue the drama or make it worse by confrontation. It's time for me to grow up, and let it go. Im turning twenty this year, and I realized that I really need to grow up.
I'm hardly getting ANY hours at work and i just spent a sh*tload of money solely on books for school. I reached my limit on my credit card so I cnat use it for another month. FML. I need money :(
So Ive been hearing news about the earthquake in Haiti, and my heart goes out to every Haitian, whether in Haiti, or anywhere else and those who have loved ones there. What had happened unbelievable and I pray for the best. I hope to donate some money soon. Even if you hardly have any money, try to donate at least SOMETHING. I dont know how can anybody hear about the devastation and care less? The way I see it, its like if that were to happen in the motherland, it would be the worst thing to go thru, wondering how my loved ones are and the fact that the country's land is destroyed. I really do feel for Haitains right now, as well as anyone that has a loved one there.
I feel like I wasted my winter break but whats new? Hopefully I can write more blogs even during the semester. But until next time peace out :)
***Everythng seems choppy and disorganized but at least I made paragraphs for every new topic. seriously, its not even about how random it is; its just everything thats in my mind right now.
edit: 01/19/10
soo heres a pic of my haircut and my finished blonde peekaboos (its not the deisred blonde i want but its all good.
As of lately, there has been so many problems but we're taking it one step at a time. It doesnt help that I start school again this tuesday; but at least my schedule isnt as bad as last semester. I just hope the classes are easier. I need to be more focused. And as for the current stress Im having, I just hope that there will be a good outcome. I'm still trying to get over some things taht occurred last year, and cant afford for more worse things to come. 2010 is supposedly to be an optimistic and much better year, well lets hope for the best!
Im a little disappointed that for the past..couple of weeks that I have been on winter break, ive only went to the Bronx to see everyone only ONCE...which was yesterday. On top of that, I could have stayed an extra day but I had an on call shift at work, which i wasnt needed for. great. LOL. With that said, Im very grateful for the family, boyfriend and friends that I have in my life although there are times where I take them for granted. As for the people that cut me out of their life, im not mad nor do i care. Maybe its for the better. Thanks for the memories. It's jsut sad that fakeness had to be involved. I dont get people, but its all whatever. No need to continue the drama or make it worse by confrontation. It's time for me to grow up, and let it go. Im turning twenty this year, and I realized that I really need to grow up.
I'm hardly getting ANY hours at work and i just spent a sh*tload of money solely on books for school. I reached my limit on my credit card so I cnat use it for another month. FML. I need money :(
So Ive been hearing news about the earthquake in Haiti, and my heart goes out to every Haitian, whether in Haiti, or anywhere else and those who have loved ones there. What had happened unbelievable and I pray for the best. I hope to donate some money soon. Even if you hardly have any money, try to donate at least SOMETHING. I dont know how can anybody hear about the devastation and care less? The way I see it, its like if that were to happen in the motherland, it would be the worst thing to go thru, wondering how my loved ones are and the fact that the country's land is destroyed. I really do feel for Haitains right now, as well as anyone that has a loved one there.
I feel like I wasted my winter break but whats new? Hopefully I can write more blogs even during the semester. But until next time peace out :)
***Everythng seems choppy and disorganized but at least I made paragraphs for every new topic. seriously, its not even about how random it is; its just everything thats in my mind right now.
edit: 01/19/10
soo heres a pic of my haircut and my finished blonde peekaboos (its not the deisred blonde i want but its all good.
Friday, January 1, 2010
ITS 2010!!!
It's finally 2010!!! 2009 was such a dreadful year and I hope that 2010 will make up for it BIG TIME!!! May this year be full of Excellent Health, Prosperity, Peace and Love!! Happy New Years Everyone! ♥...Ima watch the Honeymooners now! LOL
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