Drama.Drama.and MORE DRAMA.

* Today is 9/11, a day to be remembered. God Bless all the loved ones of the victims of that day. Cant believe its been 8 years! I was in 6th grade when that happened and I can clearly remember EVERYTHING. I remember wearing a light blue shirt, purple sparkly jeans, and noticing how alot of kids were leaving school early, but didnt know why. I remeber some girl in my social studies class saying how the twin towers got bombed and our teacher just said "okay lets not talk about this!" then i rememebr my math teacher yelling at me for having too many folders. That week was a big mess. Its so unfortunate how something like that had to happen. I used to complain about why we had to commemorate this day like every year, even on random numbers that wasnt a 1 or 5, but now i see how big of an impact that day has on our country. Wow, I cant believe its really been that long.

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The past 2-3 weeks have been absolutely nothing but DRAMA. My birthday was on the worst week too. My boyfriend's grandmother passed away two days before my birthday. I was so shocked to find out about that, and taht week I definitely was there for his family. WHats messed up is that the old folks had to spread really ugly gossip, saying that i made my bf throw me a party in his house, the site were his grandmother was being mourned. Ive never felt so upset about gossip before until this came along. It was so unfortunate about how his grandmother died and everything and people have the nerve to be direspectful and make things up at a time like that. Whats more messed up is that my grandma called up my mom before my birthdya to tell her all thsi and all my mom said was "ignore waht peopel are saying." My grandma got me mad the whole week. My birthday was probably the only day of that week that was good. I tried to be happy as much as possible because it was my speical day but also becuase my boyfriend threw me this party when i told him that he didnt have to because of what happened. I love him so much for that. I really appreciated it. Later that night, I developed a really big blsiter/sore on the side of my tongue. It was the most painful thing i can ever feel in my mouth besides the time I got all four of my wisdom teeth removed. I couldnt eat the thngs i wanted...espcially that bok la hong smhh!!! Then, the days go by, and Ive been having drama with friends and such. Some are resolved, others got worse. Others seem fake. I dont know anymore, Im willing to drop friendships like nothing if theyre being disrespectul and whatnot. I need to start sticking up for myself now. Peopel are still putitn my name in their mouth. Seriosuly, hop off the disco stick! I dont need fake friends. I dont like how people blame themselves being busy and "maturing" for not keepin in touch. A simple question like "how you been?" is considered staying in touch. Whatever, i feel like im a drama-magnet.

And as for school. Ugh. Im not looking forward to this semester. But on the brightside, my psychology professor prvides us notes online so we dont even need to show up to class. He seems like a good professor, unlike the one I had last semester. ANd, my statisitcs professor gives us open notebook/book quizzes every week and NO HOMEWORK. That definitely will giveme more time to focus on the othr 3 classes that i realyl need to care about, especially anatomy&physiolgy 2 >.< I need to bust my ass off for these classes. I better get back to work right now, and should be grateful that I dont need to work today so i can start my schoolwork. I jsut wish summer got extended becuase the last full week of summer taht I had was the worst way to end a summer. Summer '09, YOU SUCKED.